Yours forever.....

I am alone when through the woods,

I am alone even with my books,
I am alone when with friends,
will I be alone even when time ends?

Lonely I feel amidst the crowd,
I miss you even at cricket ground,
I miss you the whole day, throughout;
will I be alone even when life goes unbound?

I am song about her,
I am game about her,
I am aura about her,
Lord, when will I be with her??


Life is so numb without her,
Let me get a glimpse of her,
I am desperately in need of her,
Merciful !! won't you pour mercy shower


Lord is this our fate,
or our tryst is heaven.....

- Zishan

A subtle begining....

Yes...
Its been quite a time...
I was constantly thinking of this, of having my own blog. My all previous attempts of having a Blog were in vain. I have just now removed those. I've heard people saying that if we fail we should destroy all the evidences that we ever made an attempt. I wonder if it really works, rather I feel those evidences will remind you of your failure and will help you not to repeat the same mistakes.

I some times go on talking bullshit not with people, but often with myself. Yeah I do... for example I am wondering now what is the use of this blogging which I am doing. I know myself, and I wonder that there is anyone who cares to know about me or read what I am writing. But still as I have decided I will write. So, I will write down everything I feel like sharing with you, things which have happened to me..incidences, feelings, emotions, achievements, and all sorts of shit that I produce, the way I piss off my friends specially DC, my hobbies, and my weird hobbies, and of my past which i cherish sometimes....yes I do....hmmm I do.... yeah I really do.

I also feel that some day I will disclose to the people who have been very acutely asking me what is this "Purple" doing with me??
Till then keep wondering.....

I am actually enjoying it !!!!!!